Just Another Game
The Collaring
Everything in italics is Spike´s thought´s
Xander had no idea how long he´d had to wait for Spike to get home and find him, but when he heard the vampire take in an unneeded breath he realised he wasn´t alone. He clutched helplessly at the collar in his hands and prayed he´d done the right thing, that this is what Spike wants.
Yes, finally he sees. Mine, all mine. Spike had known almost from the first that this is what he wanted, what they both needed, but he´d had to go so slow; ease Xander into it. Let the mortal slowly discover what he truly wanted instead of listening to his demon and just taking what he already considered his.
When Xander had agreed to try being his slave for his deathday present he´d known they were nearly there, and the past few weeks had been torture while he waited for Xander to make up his mind. Now that was all over, no more waiting, Xander wanted this too.
He knew that Xander had no idea of the picture he made, kneeling, hard and waiting for his Master. He was completely unaware still of how he looked to others, of how attractive he truly was. So beautiful, god I never thought I could love someone so much, have to get this right, couldn´t bear to frighten him off now, not when we´re so close.
"Xander luv look at me," Xander´s eyes flicked up briefly before they went back to the floor, he wasn´t going to get this wrong, good pets kept their eyes down and that´s what he was going to do, anyhow it was easier, that way if Spike didn´t want him he wouldn´t have to see the rejection in his eyes. Spike knelt down and gently grasped Xander´s chin and used it to raise his face so that their eyes were level. He needed to know that Xander was sure, that he wouldn´t regret it later, and for that he needed to see Xander´s eyes. They were one of his love´s best features, dark and expressive and every emotion Xander felt shone through them.
He´s so anxious, heart´s going a mile a minute, god I hope he´s not doing this before he´s ready. Smells so scared, don´t want that, want him to want me, all of me not fear me. "Xander, no rules now pet, just us. I need to know you understand, that you want this. I have to be sure you accept this because you want it as much as I do, not because you think it´s what I want." Please let him say yes, I don´t think I´ll live if he walks away from this now, not sure I can let him go even if he wants it.
"You want this.….?" Xander´s voice trembled a little as he voiced his question.Shit that´s what´s got him scared, he´s afraid I´ll say no. God how can he not fucking know how much I need him, how can he not see that he´s such a prize.
"Yes luv I want this, want you now and always. You know that´s what this means luv, right? We do this and there´s no walking away, no changing your mind, you will belong to me forever and I would never let you go."yes that fear smell´s all gone, now he smells more like my boy, all pheromones and love
"You´ve no idea how good that sounds, that you want me that much, that´s all I want; to be yours, however you want me."
"Know that luv, but you have to be certain, you´ll be giving up all your choices, what you do, where we live, clothes you wear. All of it my decision not yours. It won´t be like we are now, no more games. I´ll take your body as and when I please and you won´t have any right to say no and you´ll only get pleasure from it if that pleases me." Christ he wants that, his pheromones shot through the roof.
"I understand that Spike, and I´ve done nothing but think about it for the last two months, this is what I want, no second thoughts, no doubts. Just so long as you stop trying to talk me out of it. I love you and I trust you to always do what´s best for me, even when that isn´t what I want."
The last part was said with a hint of humour but Spike could see his boy still needed the reassurance that Spike wanted him too. "This is it then luv, this is us, now and forever. From this night you are mine. Now I´m not collaring you here on the living room floor, so get your arse into the bedroom, toy."
Eyes back down, a feeling of pure joy running through his body as he anticipated what was coming next, Xander flexed his knees and began to rise to unsteady feet.
"Did I say you could stand up toy?"
Ohshitohshitohshit, he´d screwed up already, "No Master."
"Hands and knees then, don´t want to get punished already do you?" Christ look at him, arse in the air, wriggling as he crawls, his cock´s so hard already, better get a ring on him or he´s never going to last. Can´t hardly believe this, want to just bury myself in him, never let him up. Got to calm down a bit or I won´t last but a second either, and we both need more than that tonight. Give him a minute, let him wait on me.
When Spike got himself under control and followed Xander into the bedroom, he saw his boy kneeling again by the bed, eyes lowered, hands clasped behind his back, body trembling with need; the perfect image of a slave. He´d put the collar on the small bedside table next to a bottle of their favourite oil.
"Get up on the bed, on your back, legs spread, stick the pillows under your arse; want to be able to see you properly. Now grab the slick pet, want to watch you prepare yourself for me, remember the rules though."
Xander poured a few drops of the oil onto his hand and coated his fingers in the slick, he pushed one inside, gasping a little at the burn he always felt when he was first breached, he moved it slowly and carefully and a moment later added a second finger, gently scissoring them to stretch himself. He´d not needed to be reminded to avoid his prostate, ´cos he knew if he touched it at all, he´d wind up cumming without permission. All too soon he was told to stop so he reluctantly removed his fingers, leaving his hole gasping and hungry.
Spike leaned over the bed, trailing his fingers up the length of Xander´s body, stopping to twist and pull at his aching nipples and finishing up pressing against his lips. Xander obediently opened his mouth, sucking the fingers in, licking up and down their length. Withdrawing from that hot mouth Spike allowed his now moistened fingers to drift down and trace light patterns up and down Xander´s already over–sensitised cock.
Taking pity on the writhing figure below him, Spike grabbed a leather cock ring and fastened it tightly on Xander´s length. "Don´t want to make this too hard on you pet, so I´ll give you a little help. Gonna train you though, make it so you don´t need this ring, so you can never cum unless I say. What do you say pet, do you like your pressie?"
"Yes Master, thank you for helping me."
"Now pet, tonight´s special so I´m not going to tie you up, you´re going to control yourself for me. Reach up and grab the bars, now you keep your hands there no matter what. Understand?"
"Yes Master."
"Now spread your legs further for me and put your feet up flat on the bed, good pet. You´ve no idea pet how wonderful you look like that, all spread out and wanting, aching for me to touch you."
Ignoring the bounty waiting for him, Spike turned away from the bed and slowly started to remove his clothes, knowing how much this would turn Xander on and restraining a chuckle when he heard a long groan from Xander at the first sight of his arse. When he was sure he had himself under control, Spike turned back to the bed.
"Remember pet, you don´t move, if you do I´ll stop. No talking either, no sound unless I ask you a question, then I expect a proper answer. Ok?"
"Yes Master." Xander´s voice was even more strained than before and Spike knew he had to complete this or he´d lose control himself.
Spike got up on the bed and crawled up Xander´s body, kneeling on his shoulders and resting his cock on Xander´s lips, he knew how much the boy wanted to open his mouth and draw him in and was impressed he managed to restrain him self. "Just for tonight pet, I want you looking at me, you keep your eyes open and on mine at all times," Need to know tonight, need to be sure what he feels all the time. "Open."
Xander opened his mouth an sucked Spike´s cock inside, immediately starting to do all the things he´d been taught, licking and nibbling at the hard length, just brushing it lightly with his teeth before swallowing it deep in his throat and starting to hum. Christ, so good such a mouth on him. "Such a good boy, my pet. You´re such a good little cock–sucker, you love every second don´t you," When Xander swallowed again Spike knew he wouldn´t last much longer so he started to thrust deep in Xander´s throat, thanking god he´d been able to train the boy to take him that way without gagging. Pulling out at the moment he felt his balls tightening he sprayed his cum on Xander´s face and chest, rubbing it in and covering the boy with his scent whilst Xander licked his already re–hardening cock clean. Bloody good job I´m a vampire, would take a human way too fucking long to recover from a blowjob like that.
Sliding back down his boy´s body he positioned himself at Xander´s entrance; knowing that if he wanted Xander to listen to him he needed to get him off quick or the boy was going to wind up mindless with lust. A pretty enough sight, him writhing and mindless, but not tonight, need his mind too tonight. Locking his eyes with Xander´s, Spike flexed his hips and thrust deep into his pet´s body, feeling that hot channel clenching around and knowing he was getting what he had longed for tonight; he knew he wasn´t going to last long.
Looking up at the sudden smell of blood, he realised Xander had bitten through his bottom lip in his attempt to obey orders and keep quiet. The smell of fresh blood was intoxicating, so Spike leaned forward and once again sealed their lips together, using his tongue to clear every last trace of blood from Xander´s mouth. He could sense the need pouring off Xander, the desperation for him to move, to bring release and much as he enjoyed his pet´s torment, now was not the time.
Spike started pumping in and out of Xander´s body, hard and fast, but with no real rhythm. Only occasionally brushing Xander´s prostate, teasing him to even greater arousal. "Who am I pet?"
"Master." The answer was quickly ground out.
Running his hands possessively up and down Xander´s body he whispered in his ear, "Who are you?"
"Master´s toy."
"What are you?"
"Master´s fuck–toy."
"You belong to me?"
"Yes Master."
Snapping his hips back faster and faster, driving into Xander´s body, now making sure to stimulate his prostate with each stroke, Spike then reached down and removed the cock–ring, "You can cum with me pet, but not before."
"Thank you Master."
At the last second, just as he was about to cum Spike let out a scream of "Mine!", before leaning firward and burying his fangs in Xander´s neck, Oh jesus he tastes so good, he´s mine now, can feel it, taste it in the blood. Forever..Spike came with a roar, followed by Xander who was left limp and barely conscious. Staring into the dazed eyes of his new toy, Spike knew he´d got everything he could ever want, reaching over to the bedside he grabbed the collar and gently fastened it around Xander´s neck; before kissing him softly and wrapping himself round the warm sated body of his love. "Sleep now pet."
After all toy´s gonna need his strength, gotta punish him tomorrow, he tried to get up without permission and he groaned when I told him to be silent. Wonderful images of all the things he was going to do to Xander drifting through his brain, Spike followed his lover into sleep.
