Stomping out of his parents house with the sound of laughter still ringing in his ears, the upset boy wrenched open the car door and thumped down into the drivers seat. Hands gripped around the steering wheel as hard as possible, Xander sat staring at the road in front of him.
"Why is it, that no matter what I do, nothing is ever good enough for them?" whispered an upset young man to his blonde companion.
~ Shouldn´t worry pet, you won´t see them for a few years now. Know how you feel though, Angelus was the same. Never did anything right for that prick either ~
With a hesitant hand, Spike reached over and softly patted at the younger mans shoulder. A larger hand reached up to grip tightly at the smaller cool one. Sitting together quietly for a few minutes, Xander started the engine and pulled away from the kerb with a screech of the tires. Heading home using the back routes, he continued to grip the slender fingers in his right hand. Absently he rubbed his thumb backwards and forwards over the cool soft flesh.
It had started off pretty good. Both his parents had been fairly sober and his uncle was barely comatose when he had arrived after dinner. He had left the vampire in the car, not wanting to leave him alone until after they arrived in Alaska. Mrs Naptha had been overjoyed the Spike was staying at her apartment again and had prattled on about biscuits for the slender blonde. Apparently Spike needed a good hard feeding in her opinion. She didn´t even mind the smaller mans phobia to sunlight. In her broken English, she had made a joke that with the curtains closed for the past few days, her friends probably thought that she had a new male companion. Xander had laughed at the vampires mortified expression and left him to the company of the already cooking woman with a blown kiss and a wink.
After picking him up from Mrs Naptha complete with a huge tin of home made biscuits that the old woman promised to send to Alaska for them, they had driven over to his parents house to see if they could be caught somewhat sober and non–violent. Leaving the vampire in the car, he had been surprised at the small levels of alcohol already consumed by the three. Lots of small talk later, he had dived into the subject of his moving. Stunned expressions all round at first, he had waited for the questions to begin.
His father had slowly started laughing, his mother joining in after a minute or two. His parents had sat there, stating in between great gusts of humour, that he was too useless for the hard living of Alaska, he wouldn´t last two weeks, not smart enough. Uncle Rory had woken up and asked what was so funny. His mother told him and he too joined in the derogatory commenting of the young man. What had sent him off outside was the comment that they weren´t going to pay for his body to be flown back when he was bashed to death for being a Homo.
Back to reality now that the car had somehow parked itself in the usual spot, he shook his head at the remembered comments thinking that he shouldn´t have gotten upset at what he had copped pretty much all his life. Living away from them all had however coloured his world rose. Glancing down into his lap, he saw that he still gripped the smaller hand with his larger hotter one.
"Come on Mr Naptha, lets go inside. Need some chocolate, lots of chocolate. The good stuff I think."
With a scowl at the name, Spike squeezed the warm hand and climbed out of the car, following the younger man up to the apartment. Door opened, tv flicked on and the sounds of rustling in the fridge as Xander rummaged around looking for his white mousse lindor chocolate balls. Blood packet for Spike and he was set for brooding. The blonde sat on the couch smelling the warm blood coming towards him. Mug handed to him, he slowly sipped at the salty mixture, only mildly frowning at the now accustomed taste of the pigs blood. Nose twitching at the aroma of the premium white chocolate being unwrapped by the now not so upset boy, he held out his half empty mug towards the munching brunette in the hopes of getting at least one of the enticing little balls.
" Oh, errkk! That is just so gross, I cant believe you want me to put one of these pure bliss balls in that mug of yuck!" said the already unwrapping Xander. With a plunk, the white chocolate was dropped into the mug, melting into the red that was still warm enough to do it. White swirling into the red, making it a lovely pink colour, Spike sipped at the mixture.
"Bloody Hell! That is just brilliant, the best thing since sliced bread and intestines for tinsel. No wonder the whelp likes these so much! ~
Watching the look of bliss cross the vampires game face, Xander laughed as the blonde made small sounds of contentment then annoyance as he finished what was in his mug. One ball shoved into the startled vampires mouth, the younger man leaned over and kissed the smaller man hard, forcing his tongue into the others mouth, tasting the unmelted chocolate filling the coolness. A few body shifts later saw the blonde straddling the lap of the brunette, sitting with both knees either side of the taller man, facing the flushed youth.
Shirt opened, Spikes hands working their way underneath the t–shirt towards the hot nipples, Xander shuddered as he felt the cool fingers start to tease the nubs into hard peaks. Cock hard, he let the smaller man continue to alternately pinch and rub the sensitive nipples. The boys shirt tugged off between them both, Spike helped lift off the t–shirt over out stretched arms. Tongue slowly licking at the right nub, he circled his cool index finger around the left.
He could feel the hardness underneath him, a few grinds of his hips later earned him a hard possessive kiss, almost a bite to his panting mouth. The whelp had gone slow the previous night and this morning so that he hadn´t bled, however with the amount of arousal pouring off the boy, he was sure that it was going to be hard and fast this time. Now that he was stretched out a bit more, he was looking forward to it, still a bit hesitantly but looking forward to it all the same. More grinding down into the hot hardness beneath him and he was ordered to get off and strip. Fast. Virtually ripping his clothes off in a hurry to please the whelp, the vampire once naked, ran to the bedroom to get the lube left on the night stand beside the bed.
Xander was so hot, he thought that he was going to melt. He knew that it couldn´t possibly have been the rushed striptease that the blonde had presented him with. It was the chocolate coursing through him that had him all pantylike of course, not the slim toned body, the chocolate. Not waiting for the vampire to get back and help undress the rest of him, he got up and kicked off his shoes into opposite corners of the living room. Hearing the banging around in the bedroom, he knew that the lube was being looked for while he struggled out of his now too tight jeans and boxers. Face flushed, he sat back down on the couch just as the smaller male raced back with the almost empty lube tube.
Cock aching at the thought of the vampire sitting on his lap facing him, Xander patted at his lap, indicating to the other male just how he wanted it to go this time.
~ God, I hate it when I have to see faces. Don´t want to piss him off though, don´t want to do it this way.~
Impatiently, the brunette grabbed at the still standing blonde beside him and manouvered him into the spot on the couch beside him. A large hand placed a smaller cooler one around the throbbing cock between the larger mans legs. Spike firmly ran his hand up and down the hot length, gently thumbing the weeping slit to coat the dick with precum, making it slick. With the moaning of the whelp beside, he thought of how to get out of that particular position. He reasoned with himself that at least, he wasn´t on his back being fucked like a woman. Something that he hated even his Sire doing. A few licks to the hot head and he felt his head being held down in that position, not being able to do anything but continue to lick and suck at the swollen organ.
~ If the whelp wants it that way, maybe I can just sit on his cock but facing the other way, compromise, that sort of thing ~
" Christ Spike, if you don´t stop now, I´m going to come like you wouldn´t believe" panted the overheated young man. "I want to do that thing, you know, sitting on me."
The head under his hands nodding, he released the blonde to enable him to get up and sit himself on the lightly haired thighs, only he was facing the wrong way.
" Uh, I actually want to see you this time, face me" ordered the brunette. The unhappy look on the vampires face pretty much said it all. Lips licked, the younger man ignored the look on the face of the other man and reaching around with one lube covered finger, started to prepare the slightly loosened muscles. The tightness still astounded him, how could the vampire stand to have his cock up there? He felt looser than before but he figured that it would always be pretty tight no matter how loose he finally did get. That thought made his cock jump, brushing the smaller man´s semi erect penis. With both males gasping at the pleasure that the one small contact brought to them, Xander, at the same time, worked another finger into the relaxing muscles and pulled the cool body closer to him. Both cocks now rubbing against each other as Spike wiggled back against the fingers firmly embedded in his arse, Xander pulled the blondes head down for a hot wet kiss, sucking on the cool tongue, nibbling the soft pale lips.
Dark brown eyes looked into bright blue, nodding that he was now pretty much ready, the still unhappy blonde felt the large fingers leave his body with a slippery pop. Small hand reaching around behind him, he leant forward kissing the heavily panting dark haired male. Not quite being able to do what the younger man wanted, he indicated that the brunette would have to slide down in his seat for the other man to be able to sit on the whelps cock. Almost throwing the smaller man off his lap in the hurry to slide down as requested, Xander was just about ready to cum from the contact of the cool penis on his own much hotter one. The vampire was now more or less sitting on the brunettes abdomen, reaching around behind himself once again, he sighed thinking that if he closed his eyes, he wouldn´t have to see the whelp staring at him.
With the head of his cock brushing against the arse of the male sitting on him, Xander moaned in pleasure as he felt the tip of his dick being introduced to the cool confines of the blonde. Feeling the smaller man slightly raise himself, he bit his lip when with little pushing motions, the vampire finally sat firmly on his cock.
" Oh my god! No, don´t move just yet! Just sit for a moment" groaned the almost cuming man, fingers digging into the slim hips as he knew that any slight movement would just set him off and he wanted to savour this. This was one of his favourites positions, he could tell that the vampire hated this one but who the hell cared? Spike sat still upon the wide cock, trying to get his spasming muscles used to the new position. He may now be a little looser, but in this position, he could feel everything a lot better.
Hands running up and down the pale toned sides of the vampire, Xander bounced his pelvis up and down a few times, indicating for the panting male to do something. Anya, in this position had pretty much taken control of the whole thing, just bouncing up and down until they had both come. Spike, with an intake of not needed breath, slowly moved up and down the thick throbbing cock. Slowly, he traced his cool fingers around the still hard nipples, eliciting small groans and swear words. The brunette started moving his pelvis up and down to match the vampires increasing movements.
Thrusting his hips up to match the blonde´s down slides, he heard the smaller man start to grunt with the pressure of his cock brushing against what he presumed was the prostrate. Hard thrusting on Xanders part caused the vampire to almost lose his balance, leaning forward slightly, he gripped at the shoulders of the man beneath him firmly.
~ Damn, this is hard work, won´t be doing this one in a hurry again, no matter what the whelp says. I *hate* facing males ~
With little gasps, the whining male could smell the build up of cum almost ready to be shot swirling around in the twitching sac beneath him. Fingers tightening their hold on his hips, he felt himself being held in position while Xander continued to thrust up with all his strength into him. Trying to hold back the yelping as the spearing got more vicious and hurtful, Spike was released and then with one hard shove down/thrust up, he yelped loudly as the boy swore and came, flooding him with hot cum.
Held in position on top of the released boy, he felt warm fingers lightly running up and down his face. Eyes opened, he saw the boy looking up at him with an odd look on his face.
" You don´t like it this way do you?" asked the flushed younger man.
Head shaken in an indication of the word no, the blonde made a move to get up, letting the spent cock slide from his wet arsehole. A hand on his thigh stopped him from going towards the bathroom.
" You didn´t come. Do it, I want to see you"
Dark eyes looked heavily at him. Swallowing, the vampire hesitantly nodded and gestured towards the bathroom. Might as well do it in the shower for the boy to watch, was going to jerk off anyway. Pretty much had done that everyday since living with the whelp. The blonde knew that if vampires had the ability to blush, he would have been bright red at the thought of "putting on a performance" for the younger man. Didn´t like the thought of it, but it was a hell of a lot better than ending up on his back.
The heat coming from the male walking behind him was intense, Spike opened the shower curtain while Xander took out a couple of towels from the cupboard and stood with arms crossed while the smaller man fiddled around with the water, trying to get it at the right temperature. A discreet sniff in the boys direction and the vampire was shocked that the younger man was almost ready to go for it again. Water now at the right temperature, he knew that he couldn´t faddle around too much, he would have to begin. Grabbing his already half hard cock with one hand, he stood in the warm water facing the flushed faced male who was already touching his own hard cock.
The sight of Xander touching himself was nice, better than he had expected. Spike stroked his now rock hard cock, using the warm water to lubricate his cool penis. Slowly he stroked up and down, going faster when the boy indicated him to. The brunette was giving off a heady mixture of both arousal and possessiveness, moving closer to the once again panting blonde, Xander climbed into the shower with the blonde. There was enough room, it was one of those really old shower over a bath deals.
" Face me, I want to see you cum, I want to see what´s mine "
Moaned the younger man, hard again as he watched the blonde in front of him speed up his jerking actions. The vampire had a good size cock, not as thick as his own but certainly not in the small stakes. He had loved watching Anya get off in front of him especially after doing it in the same position as he had instructed the vampire to do on the couch. He was fascinated, he had thought that he would be repulsed by the whole thing and had been expecting resistance when he had commanded the blonde to start. It was of course different to watching your girlfriend and her womanly bits get all wet, but this was good too.
Spike bit his lip, he was just about to come and he was sure that the whelp wouldn´t like him shooting his load towards him. He was unsure of where to aim, looking at the boy, he tried to think of how to tell him he was going to cum. Body solving that dilemma for him, he shot in the boys direction but to the corner of the shower, inches away from the boys feet. Gasping in both pleasure and worry that he would get a slapping for daring to shoot in the boys direction, he stepped back as the boy took a step towards him, all the while stroking his own still hard cock.
Xander watched the cum land in the shower corner only just missing his feet. Not as icky as he had originally thought that it would be, but not something that he wanted to see again too soon in the future. He wanted to see it again, but just not yet. He just wanted to see part of what he had claimed. With a step towards the vampire that made the other step back, he smiled as the warm water ran over his hair and body.
" Suck me off"
Came the demand from the smiling boy. Gulp and a nod, the blonde got down on the wet floor and wondered what had made the boy so demanding that night. Lick and a tongue roll around the swollen head, he heard the gasping and felt the hands wrap themselves so firmly in his wet hair, he thought that a few strands had been ripped out. Throat relaxing in direction contrast to the pain radiating out of his scalp, he figured that the quicker the boy got off, the quicker the pain would let up.
Hands twisted in the soft blonde hair, Xander knew what was making him feel like he had to show his command of the vampire. He liked it though, made him feel strong. Mind back on what the smaller man was doing with his tongue and throat, he almost ready to cum again with the feeling of the small hand rolling his testicles around. With a few hard thrusts into the vampires gagging mouth, he came with one last hard shove as far as he could go, holding the head still as he felt his cock twitch as it emptied the hot cum once again. Still holding the head in a iron grip, he stood for a few minutes, radiating dominance over the still gagging male kneeling on the bath floor.
He knew that because the vampire didn´t have to breath, he was in no danger of killing the now struggling blonde. Suddenly releasing the smaller man, he felt his spent cock slip out of the panting mouth. Ignoring the weeping man beside his feet, Xander rinsed himself off. One hand reached down, he dragged the slender male to his feet and proceeded to lather the shaking man in chamomile shower gel. Once the male was all lathered, Xander held the sobbing smaller man tightly to him and manouvered them both under the heavy water. With both hands, he washed the soft smelling lather off the vampire, turning off the water once it was all gone.
Out of the shower first, he indicated to the smaller man to stay there and dried himself off as the other man started to shiver as the cold air got to his still wet body. Once dry, Xander held up the other towel for the vampire to step into, wrapping the thick cloth around the slender body. Rubbing at the shivering man, the brunette dried him off. With one hand wrapped around the now dry blonde´s smaller one, they made their way to the bedroom. The vampire settled himself in the bed next to the larger man all the while wondering just what the hell he had done to get the sort of treatment he had copped just before.
"When I want to do different positions, I expect you to do it with a fucking smile on your face, do you understand this?" Whispered the brunette to the smaller man wrapped in his arms.
"You belong to me, valid claim or invalid one, you don´t pick and choose what we do, *I* do!" Xander said gently kissing the dry heaving blondes temple.
~Ok, whatever. Just don´t fuck me like a woman and I won´t put up a fuss. Fucking smile all you like ~
With a nod, the vampire felt the arms tighten around him.
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Friday morning, 5.35am, Holiday Inn.
With bags dumped on the floor, the two weary males collapsed on the bed. Ceiling scrutinised by both the bleach blonde and the shaggy haired brunette, they were content to lay side by side on the large saggy double bed for a few minutes. Finally getting up, the vampire moved to the windows and pulled the thick but faded curtains closed before they both fell asleep and Xander woke to a pile of dust beside him. Blood bags found after a rummage through the esky filled with ice and cold packs, he put the two bags into the little bar fridge under the bench holding the tv.
They had decided to drive by night and sleep by day if they could get away with it. Number plates taken off the car once Spike got behind the wheel to accommodate his speeding habit, the two men took three hour shifts once the sun went down. True, Thursday night had only been the first night and so far all had gone well. They had said a round of goodbyes to the scooby gang waving them off, at least Xander had, Spike had sat in the passenger seat just wanting to go. The witches had come over and wished him luck. He had snorted at them and wished he could have talked again if only to tell them both to get stuffed. All he had done was pat at their hands condescendingly, he didn´t think that they noticed the look he had been giving them as they prattled at him. Mrs Naptha was better in his opinion than they were, at least he got biscuits from the old woman.
As the witches left to cry and hug Xander, then hug and cry at the boy again, the watcher had come over and handed him a list of places on the way to Alaska and in Fairbanks itself of where to get blood. Giles´ had let it slip that sometimes the place in Fairbanks had human blood in the long Alaskan winter and that if possible, Spike should have at least one human bag per week to maintain his health. The vampire had stared at the shop owner at the very thought of what had passed through the other mans lips, Giles´ noticed the look and had said softly that the human blood was sold legally by willing donors, something not tolerated around Sunnydale for various reasons and ones that he didn´t know.
Buffy and Captain Fuckhead had stood around nodding and smiling at Xander, obviously wanting the boy to just get going. From the impatient looks on their faces, they had something better to do than wave off one of Binty´s old high school friends. Xander sliding into the driving seat finally, started the engine and had driven slowly off down the street radiating sadness tinged with excitement. They had both been a little hung over from the night before. Barney and the rest of the whelps work mates had taken them both out on a pub crawl that had lasted until late that Thursday morning. Getting back to the now bare apartment bar from the few bags of clothes, packed tent with double layered black lining that had actually been guaranteed by the sales assistant to block all sunlight, blow up double mattress and a large esky for blood having sold all the furniture, dishes and even the mismatched cutlery to a horde of Uni students after Willow had put up a sale sticker on the notice board at the University.
Xander hadn´t bothered to see his parents again and didn´t even give them a contact address, one he had handed out to the whole gang including Anya who had sniffled at him stating that she wished she had a souvinour of the time that they had spent together. Spike had silently laughed to himself, sure that he knew exactly what type of *souvinier* that the ex–demon was thinking of. Xander, coming to the same conclusion as the vampire, had hurriedly pushed his ex girl friend at her latest squeeze. With promises from everybody to stay in contact, they had set off.
Xander let his gaze fall from the ceiling to the vampire placing blood bags in the little fridge. Rolling off the bed with a grunt, he staggered to the bleached blonde and wrapped his arms around the slender male. One hand gripped by his hotter one, he led the yawning male towards the bathroom. Both stopping in amazement at the size of the shower and the numerous hand rails, smiles crossed the weary faces of how much fun could be had in a shower meant for a wheelchair. The vampire had been spoiled by the younger mans continuing good mood since his performance in the shower. Having settled down again when around the brunette, he was actually looking forward to a shag in the shower.
Clothes stripped off and then thrown on the white tiled floor, the blonde stepped into the shower and started the warm water flowing. Steam filling the room, Xander threw his boxers in the general direction of the vampires clothes and moulded himself to the slender mans cool body. Tongue licking a trail from the white shoulders, up the neck and finally allowing the delicate earlobe to be nibbled on, the younger man ground his hardening cock into the firm white buttocks in front of him, eliciting small moans from them both.
A few steps further into the shower and Spike was covered with a warm jet of water, soaking him instantly. A rock hard penis making itself known, he felt fingers stroking his relaxing hole, the warm water relaxing his whole body. Large digit shoved firmly inside, working its way gently around the tight muscles. Groaning filled the steamy air, breathy pants from the smaller blonde, soft swearing from the taller brunette. Two fingers twisting around and the vampire was ready to come from the continuing rubbing against his prostate, thrusting himself back hard against the ready male, he felt the fingers leave his body only to be replace with a much larger, blunter tip.
Hands braced against the shower, the blonde pushed back as he felt the hot grip of the brunette tighten around his hips when he pushed forward into the coolness. Both still to savour the feeling, they stood for a minute to gather their bearings. Gently pulling out until only the tip was inside the tightness, Xander pushed hard up and into the opening body, feeling the vampire push back down at him as he rammed upwards. Hard, cave man like grunting overrode the soft panting as the blonde was taken hard against the shower wall, hot water flowing over them both.
Xander continued to pound into the slender male, gripping his hips in a strong manner. One, Two, Three and one more hard push and he came with a roar, spilling his hot seed deep into the coolness. Pulling out, he saw the vampire come after a few strokes of his cock. Not as icky as before he thought, gathering the smaller man in his arms, standing together under the continuing warmth. Kisses feathering the pale face, he turned the water off and reached for the white towels hanging on the hand rail just beyond the reach of the water. One given to the blonde, they dried themselves off, dropping the damp items on the floor near their clothes.
Tongue slid into the others mouth, Xander kissed hot and heavy as they made their way to the bed. Ripping back the threadbare covers, they tangled themselves into the bed. The larger brunette spooning around the slimmer blonde. The air punctuated with yawns, the males closed their eyes only dimly aware of the numerous nights driving in front of them to reach their new destination.

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