Xander pushed open the door to his basement. There was a familiar scent he picked up. He knew Spike was waiting for him, tied to the chair by his bed. Just like the past few nights. With Giles out of town Xander was stuck caring for the vamp.
"Hey you´re finally home ya soddin git. What took you so long?"
"None of your business Spike." Xander retorted, not feeling in the mood to discuss his break up with Anya. They had decided together that it just wasn´t the time for them, and that maybe they weren´t exactly right for each other, but Xander still felt a little bummed out. When would he ever be able to hold a steady relationship with someone besides his hand?
Xander walked over to his kitchen area and started to warm some blood in the ancient microwave. Spike always started whining about being hungry a few minutes after Xander got home, and this time Xander was going to be ready to shut him up before he even began. Xander pulled out the heated mug and stuck a straw in it. Feeding Spike had somehow become a part of the day that Xander looked forward to. He couldn´t explain to himself why. But he enjoyed feeding the vamp, even if the blood was disgusting.
"Really whelp, what took you so long?" Spike asked again as Xander brought him the blood.
"Could you just stop with the questions? I don´t actually have to feed you, you know."
Spike looked hungrily at the mug, "Alright fine.. No more questions."
Xander brought the straw to Spikes lips and watched him suck. The indentation in his cheeks was the most beautiful thing Xander had ever seen. Maybe this was why Xander looked forward to feeding Spike so much. Eww no that couldn´t be right.. Xander thought to himself. ‘I am not gay. I am not gay. It´s not my fault he´s so hot.’ Xander mentally scolded himself ‘Bad thoughts, bad! I so do not like Spike. And as soon as Giles gets back I´m taking Spike over there to sit chained up in the bathtub.’ The mental image of Spike chained to the bathtub was getting Xander hard. ‘Thank gods I have on a long shirt.’
Spike stopped sucking as was staring at Xander funny. "Hello? You still in there pet?"
"What? Uh yeah." Xander flushed, "Just finish your blood so I can get ready for the Scooby meeting tonight."
Spike gave him a strange look and raised his eyebrow but went back to drinking as he was told. ‘yeah that´s it, suck it.’ Xander thought to himself, eyes wide and pupils dilated.
Buffy opened the door and let in Xander and his captive. Spike had his hands tied behind him underneath his duster. A practice Xander always used when taking Spike out of the basement. Just in case. ‘Plus it´s sexy’ he added in his mind. ‘Like he´s mine. Well he kind of is isn´t he?’
"Are you just going to stand there or are you two coming in at some point?" Buffy asked looking rather impatient. Xander took a seat on the couch, pulling his vampire with him.
"Okay I´m sure everyone´s heard about the attacks lately, big green and purple monster, well so everyone says, I have yet to see it. Anyway we have to figure out what this thing is and how we can kill it. So I suggest we split up, Willow, Xander, you´re on research. And Riley and I will go on patrol, look for some hideouts, dust some vamps. You know." Buffy winked at Riley, getting disgusted glares from Spike.
"Uhm Buffy you forgot about Tara." Willow piped up, looking apologetically at her girlfriend.
"Yeah and Spike!" Xander had said the words before he had realized what he was doing.
"Spike? You´re trying to imply that Spike is actually good for something besides ruining my life, and not to mention getting dusted?"
"Hey! I´ll have you know I´m good for lots of things." Spike said.
"Like what?" Buffy dared.
Spike glared and looked away. "Never mind slayer, no point in talking to you. Not like you have enough brains in that empty blonde head of yours to understand what I´m saying anyway."
Riley had to grab Buffy and pull her back from lunging at Spike. Xander glared heavily at Buffy. ‘Leave him alone bitch. He has every right to be mad at you, and your asshole commando boyfriend’ Xander was livid over Buffy´s behaviour. Spike hadn´t hurt anyone and couldn´t anymore anyway, he had been with them for the past few weeks, helping when he could. She had no right to treat him like this.
Buffy threw Xander a confused look as Riley pulled her out the door. Luckily for Xander she couldn´t read thoughts because she might have staked Spike on the spot if she had. ‘Gods what is wrong with me, why am I feeling protective over the vampire?’
"Uhm Xander what just happened there?" Willow asked looking concerned.
"Honestly Wills I don´t know. I just don´t think she should leave out Spike anymore than she should leave out Tara. I mean he´s more of a help than a hindrance and he can´t hurt anyone. I just.. He´s part of the group I guess.." Xander knew he sounded pathetic, he just didn´t like Buffy being such a bitch, not to his vampire anyway.
"You really think so whelp?" Spike asked looking into Xander´s eyes. Then noticing the two girls staring at him he rephrased it. "I mean.. I don´t give a sod what you pansies think of me." He turned and glared at a wall. ‘why do I have to be such a damn ponce around the whelp?’ Spike thought to himself.
Xander looked at the back of Spikes head, practically in shock, ‘does he really like me? I mean what was that just now? Maybe he wants my acceptance.. What is going on here?’
"Xander, I see what´s going on here. I mean I don´t like the way Buffy´s acting either, and that Riley really gets on my nerves. Spike isn´t really ‘evil´ anymore–"
"Hey I´m sitting right here you know!"
"Sorry. Like I said, Spike can´t technically hurt anyone so, no troubles there. I don´t know why Buffy is so upset." Willow finished.
Xander nodded appreciatively but his mind was preoccupied with thoughts of Spike. He suddenly wanted to be somewhere alone with his vampire so they could talk. Willow and Tara went back to working on their research and Xander turned to Spike.
"Hey do you think you could maybe untie me?" Spike looked up pleadingly at Xander.
"We´ve been over this. No I can´t. You want me to gag you?" Xander whispered his threat so only Spike could hear.
"No that´s okay." Spike muttered and glared at the wall some more. ‘What´s wrong with me? Big Bad my ass.. I´m being dominated by a boy. He´s like what 25? I´m a hundred years older. I can´t believe I´m not even fighting back. Must be the soddin chip, I´m gonna kill that soldier boy when I get the chance.’
Spike suddenly bent forward and howled in pain. "What´s wrong, what is it?" Xander asked very concerned. "Are you okay Spike?"
"I´ll be fine.. Can we get out of here already? This place is giving me a headache."
"Yeah sure." Xander said turning to the girls, "Sorry guys gotta take my vamp home he´s getting bad vibes from the slayers house." Xander wanted to slap himself ‘did I just say what I think I just said?’
Xander opened the door and led Spike down the stairs in front of him so that he couldn´t try to sneak back out or anything, then he locked the door behind him and stuck the key in his back pocket. At least that way if Spike wanted to get out he´d have to touch Xander´s ass to get the key. ‘Oh my God, I am gay. There´s no way I can keep denying this. I want him to touch my ass, how sick is that? I mean it would be sick, but now that I´m sure I´m gay, it can´t be sick right? Cause you know, gay guys like that, so yeah, it´s okay.’
"Xaaaander..." Spike whined. "Do I have to be tied up? I mean you said it yourself. I´m helpless." Even as Spike ground out the word he felt a twinge of arousal.
"You´re helpless because you´re tied up moron." Xander replied.
Spike beamed at this. "That´s right whelp be scared! Some day I might escape and get you!."
Xander laughed, he knew Spike was sensitive about his whole chip thing, but he was cute. ‘Especially when he´s tied up.’
Xander pushed Spike into his chair and reached behind him to undo the ropes. Xander enjoyed every second of the contact and took his time undoing the ropes. He was practically sitting on Spike´s lap. ‘Yep definitely gay here.’ Spike seemed to be liking it as well, if his purring was any indication.
Xander bent down and licked Spike´s ear.
"Hahhhhhh..." A cross between a sigh and a moan escaped Spikes lips as Xander licked and nibbled his ear. Spike moaned as Xander drew away and began to tie Spike to the chair. "Xander, what in hell was that?" Spike panted.
Xander waited until he was finished tying Spike to the chair. He looked down and saw what he thought he would. Spike was really enjoying it. At least his body was. That was good enough for Xander.
"I´ll do whatever I want, you are mine after all. Not like you can fight back." Xander had decided at some point in the last few seconds that Spike was breathing so hard and well other parts were hard too because he liked being dominated. He figured he was going to go with it, since all other parts of him were urging him to. He sat on Spike´s lap and looked down at him.
Spike looked up and him with wide eyes, remembering what Giles had said about the ropes last week, that they were enchanted, not even he could break them.
Xander was absolutely right and he was helpless. And liking it.
Xander grabbed Spike´s head and held him in place while he kissed his lips, somewhere between violent and tender. "You taste sweet." Xander said panting as he broke the kiss for a second. Spike only moaned in response. Xander reached down and Spike discovered squirming. It felt good. He was helpless and all he could do was squirm and moan and whimper, and every bit of it just turned them both on even more.
Xander grabbed Spike´s hardened cock through his jeans. Spike whimpered, "No.. don´t." Xander took his mouth in a ravaging kiss and started pumping him. Spike squirmed beneath him making Xander kiss and thrust harder, loving what he was doing to the vampire. Without breaking contact with his lips Xander reached his other hand down and undid Spike´s jeans. He wrapped his hand around the flesh and started thrusting again while snaking his other hand up under Spike´s shirt to his nipple.
Xander moved his way from Spike´s now bruised lips to his ear and neck. Spike bared his neck instinctively and practically yelled as Xander sucked on the pulse point while pinching his nipple and pumping his cock. It was all too much, Spike exploded with a moan and began to whimper. Spike´s orgasm set off a like reaction in Xander causing him to come in his pants. ’Damnit, I didn´t even get naked, and now I´m all sticky. Still that was the hottest thing I´ve ever done.´ Xander thought while still panting.
He suddenly thought of something and brought his sticky hand up to Spike´s lips and pushed in his fingers. "Lick." He ordered. "Taste yourself on me." Xander was again getting aroused, and wished it was something else he was putting in his vampire´s mouth.
Spike did as told and licked eagerly pulling in the fingers and sucking, looking up at Xander the whole time with big blue eyes.
"You´re the sexiest vamp I know." Xander laughed as he lifted himself off Spike´s lap and headed for the bathroom. "I´m going to take a shower and wash all this off me, you can just wait here like a good slave boy." Xander left Spike gaping at the closed bathroom door.
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